Finally...
Draged myself in to town today so i could use a comp :P
Ok so ive been here for a week now, and it feels better than when i arrived...
Well im gonna take it from the begining...
We arrived at Stansted about 11.25 sunday 15th, and i must say that airport seriously was confusing lol
I dont think ive ever feelt so lost in my whole life.. and for some reason i lost my abillity to speak, its like i just forgott how to speak english (which i used to speak eeevery singel day :P)
But we somehow maneged to get out of there and on the bus (which we nearly missed) that would take us to Thetford.
So about 1,5h later we arrive in Thetford and meet up wiv Sharon (our boss).
So befor heading to Bardwell Manor (were we work) we had to buy some food.. at Tesco!
It was really hard shopping tbh, there not much of the stuff we usally by/eat in sweden, so yeah it was a bit tricky..
(But went shopping today again and i think im starting to get the hang off it :P)
So after that we headed home to Bardwell...
And u know that kind of feeling u get when u have been travling all day, u just wanna get home, relax, take a shower etc etc..
Well...
I almost started to cry when Sharon parked the car outside, what was supoused to be our new home...
Its a big caravan/trailer or whateva, that looks like its gonna fall apart any sec...
but i tryed to keep my spirit up, and thought that it maybe just looked bad outside...
Then we steped inside...
(The crying feeling came back!)
Its really hard to explain how it lookes, its something u have to experience to get it lol (gonna upload pics when i get the chance)
But it was cold, dirty, and just horrible... (and im not a proud or anything, i can put up wiv most things but this...)
anyways...
We started working at 9 next day and im used to hard work and all that so this bit wasent any problem really...
But to know that u had to go back to that stupid trailer in the end of the day was just horrible...
But now as i said, ive been here for about a week and it feels much better, I have accepted it.. and i keep my sprit up by reminding myself that, this is just for a short term and not forever (thank God for that)
Ye so we work from 8-19.30ish during the week and 8-17ish in the weekends, i have mondays off and can choose between Wensday, Thursday or Friday also...
And i must say that i really like it here, (not here, here) but England...it sort of feels like home for some reason...
Doesnt really feel like im in a diffrent country..
ah well..
Gotta go now, need to get back so i can get ready for tonight...
Going Climbing wiv Karl (Sharons husband) ;D
So over all, it feels good, everyone is soo nice to use and im learning so much and getting soo much experience!
Im making the best out of it!
So to end this now...
I miss you all terribly, EVERYONE of u!
I'll be back in town next week so ill give u all a new update then :)
So take care everyone!
Love Z.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Last night
Yes this will be the last night I'm writing.
Caroline is arriving tomorrow, so we'll be busy drinking wine and sorting the last stuff out befor we leave on sunday :)
I must say I'm not as nervous now as I was the other day (It will probs come sneaking back upon me when I get on the plane lol)
I actually feel really excited now, this is gonna be such a big adventure :D
And I'm really happy that I will be sharing it with you sweetie ♥
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3hMXtZq3Peo
"You were never supposed to mean this much to me"
3 days left
I'm actually starting to get a bit nervous now :S
The days are flying by and sunday is just around the corner!
Soon my big adventure begins and i cant wait..
I know we have our differences and that we don't always get along
But you'll always be my favorite!
Lil' Sis I'm sure as hell gonna miss you ♥
Honestly..
My life would suck without you!
Love you all ♥
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h09_1qdkFIA
Packing really sucks!
I've been trying aaaaaaaaaall afternoon to pack that stupid suitcase. I have to much things that i need to bring and it just wont fit!
I seriously don't know how the hell I'm gonna solve this!
I managed to fit all my riding cloths and the hats, but thats about it..
WERE THE HELL AM I GONNA PUT ALL MY OTHER CLOTHS!
gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
This is really driving me crazy and stressing me out even more.
Baaah!
Im so bored..
Nothing to do, no one to talk to...sigh!
I simply just sit here with this song on repeat and do as little as possible.
But wait....
Whats that I see...
YAAAAAAAAY
Next episode of Grey's have just completed, my evening is saved :D
So now, I'm gonna go make myself some popcorn (havent had that in ages) and then just enjoy one of the best shows ever!!!!
<3
Can it be possible ?!
Haha I dont know if ive ever heard this coming out of any girls mouth befor, but...
I have TOO much clothes :O
god its insane...
Was going through all my cloths today to see what i should bring for the trip and all, and I have absolutly noo idea what I should pack or not, i simply have to much to choose between lol
So I think I'll take back all ive said about not having any cloths to wear, cause I most certainly do XD
Sigh..
I just realized, I'm gonna miss everyone soo much, all my friends, family, all you ppl on wow .. everyone ..!
So I hope atleast some of you will come visit me :D
Love Z.
"She will chase you around for a while; but there's going
to be a day when she's gonna stop running in circles around
you. She's going to get over you and at that very moment
you're going to wish you had let her catch you..."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kxfxDycUVnE&feature=related
Bad Zarah!
ye i know ive been lazy with the writing but i have been soo busy planing for the trip :P
Its been a change of plans though, I wont be leaving on sunday this week, going next sunday instead!
Anyway, for you who dont know what i'm doing..
I'm gonna work at a ridingschool which is located in Bury st Edmunds, its about 2h driving from London.
So i will basically do all the chores that involves horses, exercise them, muck out, turning out and bringing in, keeping the stables tidy etc.
Here is the site if you wanna check out the place
http://www.bardwell-equestrian.co.uk/
So tomorrow night I'm having a farewell party (or whateva its called :P), so if you are free and wanna come, give me a call :)
Booze is on tha house ;P
The answer to may prayers
I got it, I fucking got it :D
So England, i hope you are prepared...here I come!
So long Sweden!
"secretly you're the only thing that lifts me up and makes me smile"
http://se.youtube.com/watch?v=ZeZnk2jUeqo
OMG!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
Got the job in England!
shit shit shit shit
I can't believe this is actually happening now, I've been jumping around in my the apartment with really loud music the whole morning :D
So if everything goes as planed (cross your fingers) I'm leaving this Sunday, yaaaay :D
anayways, ill let you all in on the details later ^^
I'm breakin down, I just can't take it anymore
Happiness..
I can honestly say i don't even know the meaning of that word anymore.
I just feel sad all the time these days.
I gotta get away from all of this, i'm seriously going crazy!
please wake me up when this phase is over...
"The friend in my adversity I shall always cherish most. I can better trust those who helped to relieve the gloom of my dark hours than those who are so ready to enjoy with me the sunshine of my prosperity"
sleep
I should probs go to bed..Can someone please carry me !?
"It's the way you make me laugh when i don't even wanna smile"
